26/5/2018 (The 14th days)

To: Daddy

     Daddy, it been 14 days you leave us. This 2 weeks we keep thinking about you. We did miss you so much.

     Daddy, today we will be going back to KL already. During the morning we wake up we straight go to see the table. We were a bit disappointed because we didn't see anything that has been move. But John told me the stuff will not have any movement but we will listen sound. Daddy, are you really come back already?

    After packing all the stuff we going back to KL. When we leave, grandpa gave us money and we refuse to take it. But grandpa keep gave us like usual and he said it gave us for study. Even like i promise him will call him if we not enough money but he keeps gave us too. He gave the highest amount compare with before this. We finally take it to make him calm and happy. Before leaving, mom and grandma keep tears.

     After that, we went to Ipoh and buy the bird to Fang Sheng to you at Ajamu there. Did you saw it and happy with it? We also request with Ajanmu to have doa with you. We hope that you will receive all the pahala at there. I was plan to go pray you but they said haven't ended 100 days cannot go pray you. It is okay daddy, we will go to meet you on 100 days later.

     Then we come back and work and back to home. When i reach home i suddenly feel so lonely and keep tears. I take all the photo of us since I was a baby and keep tears. Before we sleep, we hope we will dream about you. Daddy, please let us dream about you can? We did really really miss you. Please come to our dream and talk to us or meet us daddy.

     I love you daddy and miss you deep deep. <3

25/5/2018 (The 13th days)

To: Daddy

     Daddy, finally today is your 回魂夜. We have been excited for few days. After about 2 weeks, you finally can back to home and meet us. I know you also be very happy isit? When almost 1130, we set up all the food at Sg Buloh for you. We have prepare shao rou, kuih, bah kuh teh, beer, white chicken, and etc. Of course we have prepare some other stuff you love the most for you. But daddy, when grandpa saw all the stuff, he was sad. He went to room and sit alone there daddy. When grandma asked him take stuff to downstairs, he didnt went up after he bring. I know he was sad.

     After settle all of these, we go fetch Hoi Wei and we back to Ipoh. When pass through the mountain, don't know why I have a strong feeling that actually you are there. When we finally reach, we set up all the stuff for you and started bath. We wait for 7pm reach. We also have prepare food at Ipoh to you like waipo prepare shao rou, chicken, cai ban, vegetable, petai, yong tou fu for you. Er gu also prepare ler chicken and yong tou fu also. Of course we not forget your favourite beer and crackers peanuts all. We all went to room and waiting you coming back. 

     During about 8+, we really listen dao the gate sound and behind there got glass cup's sound. We know you sure will come back and see us. Daddy, you know i really want to go out to see you, but they said like that will hurt you so i keep tahan. Until 9+ i sleep because i want to dream you. But sadly, i dont dream anything about you. But it is okay daddy, I know one day you will let us dream you and we will meet till one day.

   

     Daddy, I hope you are good at that world daddy and we miss you so much. I love you daddy❤ If possible, let me dream about you dad ❤❤

24/5/2018 (The 12th days)

To: Daddy

     Daddy, you already leave us for 12 days. We really miss you so much. Today i went to all Jabatan with mom. KWSP, SSM, Bank Islam to settle all the stuff. Daddy, mom compliment me said I can go settle stuff all. Mom ask me why I can handle it so well. I told her my event we need to always deal with government. That's why I can handle it well. You see daddy, I always go event got benefits. So you should proud with your daughter can did this so well. Daddy, we are excited so much tonight because we know you are going to come back home tomorrow. We already plan want to buy many food for you and of course not forget your favourite beer. I know you sure will be very happy isit. Since you go told Lin Jie said you want come back here😏👍

     Daddy, tomorrow dont forget come back home yaa..We make 2 events for you ya.. Love you deep deep❤Miss you❤

23/5/2018 (The 11th days)

To: Daddy

     Daddy, today is the 11th days you leave us. I still can't let go. I really miss you. During morning, I heard Lin Jie called mom said you go find her. She said you want come back our home. And you still remember you haven't bring us to Bangkok. I know you still remember. John also told me that you are in good situation. I was like suddenly let go everything. I know this is what u saw and you ask Lin Jie come and told us. I know you don't want to saw us sad. But now, I just avoid to think you are already leave us. Just let me think you are going to trip at other place or what. I going to hospital to take your post mortem report with mom. Daddy don't worry, I will take care of mom and sis. Will help you take care of you with Connie. You go bring po tai to trip bah. We always love you, miss you. I love you daddy❤

22/5/2018 (The 10th days)

To: Daddy

     Today I went to class and present. After present, my lecturer shares the sadness of me with the whole classmate. Suddenly he is asking me to describe what happened that day and how can dad passed away. I want to tahan but it is really hard for me. And I did cry in the class. OMG, I am freaking shy serious. My class rep asks my group members to bring me out to have a breath. My classmate was angry why he ask like that and some of them even cry in the class because they know how was the pain of losing their beloved father. After I keep calm and my friends keep make me smile, I went back to class and I found out he a bit guilty. Before the dismiss the class, he ask me to stand in front and he share my story to other. He said I can get 3.6 and above and I did well. He hopes I can do well on the final exam send my classmate donate some money to me. After that, he asked my classmate to salam with me. Dila, Bella, Ria, Mas they all cry together. Dila said she can understand the pain of me. I know she miss his father too.

     After back from the class, I share everything with Chiee and I bring grandmother to JPN to make your death certificate. Seriously my heart not feeling well that I need to admit and sign my dad already passed away. And they keep back your IC which is I regret why I don't photocopy one set nicely and keep. After doing everything, I bring grandma to tapao food and she talk much about you. She said you love to eat fried stuff, chili and etc. I said yes u did. Then she said when you are young time, you back from work you go see what inside the food shelve. If you love to eat you will quickly go and bath and eat. If not you will slowly and slowly. Hahaha My dad why you are so cute. 

   Daddy, I really miss you. I dont know when we can meet. I did hope you can come into my dream. Daddy, I am going to final next week already. Please popi me to score high in my final exam. I want you proud in front of po tai them okay? Daddy, you are my beloved daddy forever. I love you and i know u did love me too. 

21/5/2018 (The 9th days)

To: Daddy

     Times flies, u already leave us for 9 days. Mom and sis already can move on even they pain some more. But for me, I still can't move on. I keep crying and crying every day. Until I have no tears and still crying. Daddy, my heart really pain. I miss you so much. I save any video of u on CCTV and I watch and cry. I don't know what should I do. Daddy, why u leave us without leaving any words. Why u don't bring me to work on that day. So that I can replace u on that incident? You already are gone, u leave us the shops, the cars and the house for us for what? We don't need that. What we need is just you. Maybe the God is jealous that I have such a good dad. That's why he wants to bring my dad isit? Daddy, I serious miss u so much. Can u come to my dream and talk to me? Please daddy, just one time.

Daddy, I hope you are happy in that world. We will always love you and miss you❤