Today I went to class and present. After present, my lecturer shares the sadness of me with the whole classmate. Suddenly he is asking me to describe what happened that day and how can dad passed away. I want to tahan but it is really hard for me. And I did cry in the class. OMG, I am freaking shy serious. My class rep asks my group members to bring me out to have a breath. My classmate was angry why he ask like that and some of them even cry in the class because they know how was the pain of losing their beloved father. After I keep calm and my friends keep make me smile, I went back to class and I found out he a bit guilty. Before the dismiss the class, he ask me to stand in front and he share my story to other. He said I can get 3.6 and above and I did well. He hopes I can do well on the final exam send my classmate donate some money to me. After that, he asked my classmate to salam with me. Dila, Bella, Ria, Mas they all cry together. Dila said she can understand the pain of me. I know she miss his father too.
After back from the class, I share everything with Chiee and I bring grandmother to JPN to make your death certificate. Seriously my heart not feeling well that I need to admit and sign my dad already passed away. And they keep back your IC which is I regret why I don't photocopy one set nicely and keep. After doing everything, I bring grandma to tapao food and she talk much about you. She said you love to eat fried stuff, chili and etc. I said yes u did. Then she said when you are young time, you back from work you go see what inside the food shelve. If you love to eat you will quickly go and bath and eat. If not you will slowly and slowly. Hahaha My dad why you are so cute.
Daddy, I really miss you. I dont know when we can meet. I did hope you can come into my dream. Daddy, I am going to final next week already. Please popi me to score high in my final exam. I want you proud in front of po tai them okay? Daddy, you are my beloved daddy forever. I love you and i know u did love me too.
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